twinneh, you seemed a lil diff the other time.
what happened to your p.blog ?
i love reading it.
i really do.


yst went out w patience, kid & shaz.
shaz is my new darla!:D
♥
tmrw gg out w them again, tgt w teehee trasher!
dyan, imyvm lahsxz.
&& alvina, you everytime last min cant go mansxzD:

this sat, truth & dare w kai & kid & patience!:D
yay,
i seriously cant wait maansxz.

my life is just so fucking screwed right now.

every night i cry myself to sleep.

idk why.

i wna scream it out so badly.

i wna tell someone right NOW.

the longer i hold back the closer i am to jumping down.

i swear i will.

i'm trying to be someone i'm not.

wth?

idk when i should open my mouth.

im loosing friends like pouring rain.

im loosing my family like dropping hair.

i swear no one knows how feel.

the screaming tragedy burning in me.

im not trying to be some emo fuckturd.

i dont slit my wrist.

i dont write dying poems of the cruelity of life.

i dont write suicidal notes.

i dont wear 7 layers of foundation.

i dont have thick eyeliner.

i dont think emo should be hated anws.

im nt freaking emo.

i miss alot of people.

i miss being a small child.

not knowing so much lies&secrets my family hides from me.

i rather NOT know.

than know so much.

i feel like a freaking loser.

i feel beyond fucked.

idk anything anymore.

so much things suddenly happen.

deaths, truths.

i hate truths.

the feeling really sucks, once you know that thing.

some say, it's so bad you'll die of a heart attack.

yeh, i want tht to happen to me now.

the feeling is unexplainable.