29.10.08

Ketupat For Halloween Much.

everyone's so darn busy.

it feels as if im not your friend anymore.

even those friends who self proclaim as your "really close" ones.

it's been days/months since i met ya'll.

i've wanted to do so much with ya'll.

but who cares.

let's ditch our friendships and ignore our plans!
(:





HALLOWEENs COMING:D
so is INVASION OF THE SAUCERMEN.

oolahlah!

who's going ?
text mee lovers!
:D





i wna go to central w butties.

& eat yummy dummy subways.

i wna seat at clarkequay or boatquay or smthg quay with

ma'arof, & do star gazing, while exchanging sweet little comments.


sigh.

what a dream.

ilyvm boyfie.

26.10.08

Karma screwed my life up.
Karma screwed my life up.
Karma screwed my life up.
Karma screwed my life up.
Karma screwed my life up.
Karma screwed my life up.
Karma screwed my life up.
Karma screwed my life up.
Karma screwed my life up.
Karma screwed my life up.
Karma screwed my life up.
Karma screwed my life up.
Karma fucking screwed my life up.

22.10.08

you seemed to have changed so much.
gah.
& i cant seem to catch up with you.
you're like somewhere in russia
while im still stranded here, in stinkapore.
please wait for me.
gah.
you're neglecting me.
you forgot me.
you seem to get angry with me so so easily.
what have i done wrong ?
sigh.
i miss you bestiee.
please come back.
stop changing.

20.10.08


I WANNA GO!
MY KINDA MUSIC!
aler.
i think.
but i got camp.
D:
so im thinking of going for suacermen gig.
BUT, screamshow seems more worth it!
GAH.
hmmmmm, which should i choooseeeee?
i need helppppp.
ROAR.
9 NOV LUNCH AT MY PLACE! (meet momsieee)

1-fatin
2-jenna
3-sofia
4-maryjane
5-prisusu
6-cassie
7-lina
8-ron
9-maarof
10-marlon.

*people who see their name here,
do confirm with me if ur going!:D
i'll meet ya'll at cityhall or yishun ard noon.
CFM ASAP:D
tyvm.

19.10.08



WHOS GOING??
hmmm, should i go for this or scream show!?!?!?
I DUNNOE!
GAH.
& th tees are still selling!
they're adorable!!
:D

16.10.08

to yakuzi: idk what is going on.
& im sorry for being such a bugger.
i really dont want your girlf head hunting me.
so i hope you both are happy tog.
i dont wish to criticize her cus' i know it might affect you.
so whatever.

to kiddi bestest bestiee like a sister: i miss you super duper much.
i feel so distant from you.
i dont wish for us to distance either.
i wanna go back to the time when we would go to you-know-where
& just laze around like pigs.
you know those times when we were single(not saying that we should still be)?
you & maarof are the 2 bestest things that has ever happened to me.
you put boyfriend and best friends as same level.
well i respect that.
thank you very much for always being so random & making me laugh
like a cheena freak all the time.
i really miss miss you soo badly!
im sorry i keep cancelling our plans last minute.
please forgive me.
i love you very much bestiee.

to maarof: thank you for all those sweet darling messages.
every night, i'll read them.
one by one.
every single one a memo to show me how much you love me.
i wanna be with you forever.
i wanna be with you even after the day i die.
no this is not some lovesick child writing to her boyf.
this is how i really feel.
im so happy you love me so so much.
im so happy i have you!
the way you make me feel in every single way.
i love love with extra milo powder YOU:D
youre my everything.
i love you MORE than hitler loves his stupid wars.
i love you MUCH MORE than mr bean loving his teddy bear.
& i esp love you MUCH MUCH MORE than monkeys loving their bananas.
i never wish to leave you.
never.
I LOVE YOU MUHAMMAD MAAROF BIN SAMAD!:D

to chris crocker: i'll alw support you bitch!

to the teacher who took my phone: wtf is ur problem.
didnt you see me cry? screw you.

to cassie twinneh: where you go? i miss you so. it seems like forever,
since i last met you, since i last talk to you.

to jenna: idk whats happening.
do you hate me so much?

to imogen: thankyou AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN for my bday;D
youre an absolute darling.

to lina: lucks for your o's babe!
IMY!
i wna go out with chuuu & gossip nehszxzxzx!

13.10.08

FRIDAY; TEN OCTOBER.
went out with boyf.
went shopping.
didnt buy much though.
he bought me lunch, an adorable pouch & SUDOKU!:D
ahahah.
walked from orchard to cityhall.
sickening shoes,so pain.
didnt do much of shopping.
gah.

SATURDAY; ELEVEN OCTOBER.
met buddy.
went to change ALL her coins at 7-11
at that time, yishun station was beyond peaceful.
spend like half an hour changing her coins.
& when we came out, the station was crowded as hell.
went out, saw scdf ambulance blablabla.
someone died on my bday.
maarof couldnt come cus of family stuff.
kid & kai were absolutely uncontatable.
everyone else somehow forgot my bday.
some couldnt make it.
so we went to far east.
went searching for the love birds high& low.
finally found them.
mom called saying sh wants to play mahjong.
on my bday.
when we are supposed to go out as a family for dinner.
dad couldnt make it anw.
so wtheck, screw my bday.
aft fareast, left the lovebirds & went to cityhall.
i saw th most adorable bag but i didnt buy.
i have no darn idea why i didnt buy.
REGRET BIG TIME.
wanted to visit finch.
but he was too busy.
so didnt go in.
went to esp aft tt.
watch the zoom zoom thingy.
than went home.
didnt go for mosh party 2 D:
ty love for accompanying me the whole day ;D

im just being monotoneous writing this.
so dont expect me drama mama scene to pop out.
cus i dont feel like it.

11.10.08



SELLING THIS SHIRT!
salad dayss!
FOR A VELY VELY GOOD CAUSE!
charity!
it's darn cheap.
ONLY FIFTEEN!
buy buy buy.
you cant find this at shops or other chitty chitty bang bang.
LIMITED STOCK!
im buying two!
:D
contact visa, 81684956
for your own salad days teee!
for charity people!:D
HAPPY BITCHDAY TO DHARSHY.
HAPPY BITCHDAY TO ME.
IM ONE YEAR CLOSER TO DYING.
HAPPY BITCHDAY TO ME.
i fucking hate today.
i fucking hate my birthdayssss.
as if it ain't bad enough.
every year it gets worst & worst.
why do i bother.
that proves how fucking dumb i am.
but thankyou my good good friend for accompanying me!:D
& im lazy to type shit that happened today here.
cus it's worthless & it dont mean a single fuck anymore.
i hate my bloody birthday.
i dont even know why it's supposed to be a happy occassion.

anywho, TYVM TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME:D
boyf, if you havent realised it.
please make a move before 12 midnight.
11.59pm will be your last chance.



anywho, anyone knows how to get TWLOHA hoodies???!
I REALLY WNA GET EM!!!!

9.10.08

MY BIRTHDAY IN 2 DAYS:D
ahahah.
happy birthday to all october babies!:D
my wish list:
1. NEW BAG.
2. POLAROID CAM.
3. HOLGA CAM. ( either one )
4. NEW BANGLES.
5. NEW CHAINS.
6. MORE GEEKY SPECS.
7. NEW SHOES.
8. NEW DRESSES.
9. SUNFLOWER.!
10. i vant my phoneee.
11. SHOPPING WITH BF(f)sss
12. re-pierce! (maybe)
13. HOODIES.
14. i cant think of much now, besides lotsa shopping at far east & bugis & peninsula.

8.10.08

NO PHONE NOW D:
hmm, those who are gg for this sat,
meet me at 10.15 at yishun station
or 11 at cityhall station.
text kiddi or maarof 96206098 bout anything.
text by fri noon!
:D
i'll leave cityhall station by 11.20.
& i'll be texting some ppl on fri to confirm.