10.5.09

FANNIE;
im sorry love.
im sorry for the sudden outburst.
i don't wish to start another fight with you.
you're the first and closest thing to a best friend i ever had.
if i were you i'd blow my top off right now.
we seem to be constantly fighting.
i promise you i'll change.
okay?
like, my jealousy and weight and shit like that.
i won't say anything about who you hang out with,
what you do.
i'll just laugh along.
heheheh.
thankyou very much for all those cigarettes,
those times you tried making me laugh.
we both wanna go back to how we used to be(agreed?).
i want it so badly.
after my o's.
i wanna hang out with you and your new band.
i know i shouldn't have.
and i feel realllly guilty.
for all the shit i said.
and feeling jealous all the time.
yeh you're the darling angel here.
and i'm the devil.
well everyone thinks that.
lets kiss and make up alright ?
im really sorry.
i dont wanna loose you hun.



NAZ;
where'd you go?
do you know how much i fucking miss you?
or is it just you wanting to avoid me?
it's been over a week and i still miss you.
what happened ?
you and your best friend disappear?
a decent text won't hurt.
i even memorized your number.
remember all those deals we made ?
did you forget em'?
you haven't been online since godknowswhen.
what happened )':



im gonna change.
i swear i am.
stop being so fucking judgemental asshole.
so what if im fat.
im tryin to loose weight.
so just save your damn ass comments.
and dont be friends with me if you choose to judge people.

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