i just realise i seriously need to go for some therapy sheet.
sigh.
FANNIE B, LINA C, TIARA, SHERYL, JASLIN, ERA, ALICE, PEEWEE, JULIE, CASSIE, PRIS, SYAZA, WAWA, VERON. if you're reading this, please text mee.
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i reeeally wanna hang out soon!

fannie i know im desperado now.
sigh.
you just won't understand how FAT feels like.
i really want to mia.
my phone's dead, so is myspace, so is everything.
like, it wouldn't even make a damn difference if i was mia or still alive in egypt or something.
im insecure and you know it.
you even witnessed one of those instances or situations where me being fat becomes the whole issue.
it really stings so badly i cry for days.
please dont make assumptions.
i dont say anything doesn't mean im happy.
and, i know you have your problems.
and i miss you telling them to me!
please treat me like a real best friend,
i still love you bestie.

g, im FAT.
deal with it.
i fell for you and i fell hard.
well too bad for me.
now comes the heartache. ):

era honey, cheer up.
if he's not meant to be yours, he's not meant to be yours.
i know you still ache inside. but you have soo many other good people around you!
the best way is, delete him.
delete stuff that remind you of him, or just hide them somewhere else.
after a few months, you can take them out, and you wont feel a thing.
smile my darling.
lets hang out soon!
think of the henna and the throwing of stones and bubbles.
lots and lots of bubbles!

and to dudes out there, dont gimme bullshit that "oh looks dont matter, we only friends what"
all that motherfucking bullshit. i look different from my pictures. so if you say that sentence or somewhat the same, you better keep to your fucking word. im sick of always being ditched or ignored. eh i have fcking feelings too. i dont give a damn how big your egos are. if it is, than don't fucking ask me out. _|_