i'm really bored. yeh i've been saying that much lesser actually.
i planned on going to LJS again to study literature, with the company of F/S.
well they both said they can't last minute.
sigh.
i am still in search of company.
so if you would love to bitch with me(i love bitching), please come to LJS, northpoint on weekdays.
tyvm.


than there's love.
people go through so much shit just cause of this thing called love.
i don't entirely believe it's true.
well the only two couples that really makes me feel as if LOVE is true,
is Ju&Ze and Pr&Ro.
HAHAH, idk if ya'll still read my blog.
but still, both you couples have been together and going strong.
i know it isn't all a lie.
cos' i see with my own pair of eyes, when you both are together.
even if it's just for a few mere minutes.
i just see that happiness ya'll share.
it's like you both are in your own perfect world.
and yes i'm envious. but what to do. HAHAH.
another reason why i don't believe in love, is cos',
i doubt it ever happened to me.
because is a long time thing.
and i have never loved anyone for more than half a year.
and people always think they're in love,
but it turns out it's just a lie.

girls, when a guy doesn't show you his real self, he tries to follow that 'guy trend'.
do what other guys do when it comes to so called love, it means there's nothing.
most guys have egos bigger than their heads.
MOST, i emphasise most.
and when their ego steps in, just walk away.
cos' it's no use holding on anymore.
been there, done that.
don't ever, ever put your hopes so high on a guy.
cos' they end up crushing them so hard you wish they(boys) were crucified.
they dont' even realise that hideous crime they did.
cos' their egos are eating them alive.
on the contrary, don't let their innocence fool you.
don't take them for granted.
that's the most important.
lotsa girls take their oh-so-perfect boyfriend for granted,
they regret it big ass time.
bigger than bigmomma'sass.
honey don't make that same mistake.
you can never turn back time.
the guilt will engulf you.
i know of friends who mistreat their boyfriends.
well take them for granted.
so much so that they are losing them(guys) without knowing it.
1.don't put studies before boyfriends.
2.don't put single on your networking sites(boyfriends hate that, makes them feel like some doll for you to play with)
3.don't forget those monthsaries(though guys are usually the one forgetting em)
4.never try hiding your boyfriend from the world.
5.show them that they're special, but not in an obsessive way.
6.if he doesn't reply/contact you. just back off if you know he has no reasons to be busy.
7.NEVER LOVE A GUY SO MUCH, if you know, that he don't feel the same way. never assume, never let down your guard.

guys, if your girlfriend/crush/date give you that youre-just-some-mutt-i-don't-need-you act, just ditch them. they are just using you. don't be blinded by love. cos' if you're that lucky, than you're just wasting your life away. you're intentionally letting your life go down the drain. it's not an act, it's not a lie.
there's girls like this out there.
always always give your girlfriends a second/third/fourth/max fifth chance.
by that time, if they still make the mistake, they don't really love you the way you think they love you.
if she lied to you, find out why she lied. never make assumptions.
if you see her making out with some other guy, than walk up to her, let her know you saw everything. let her feel the guilt she deserves. tell her straight in the face. how you feel. and walk away.
don't hide behind a wall and become unnoticeable. be a MAN.
don't be a softie. don't be a boy.
if you found a new love, don't be afraid to fall in love again.
always know, that she is NOT your ex.
she is not the one who lied, who backstabbed, who twotimed, who cheated on you.
she is NOT that bitch.
she is another girl, who feels the same way you do.
don't push her buttons.
don't go overboard.
don't talk about the way your past ex girlfriends treated you.
cos' SHE IS NOT THEM.
and THEY ARE NOT HER.
do let her know she is important.
not to the extent of obsessiveness.
do let her trust you.
there must always be trust.
don't hide things from her.
it can be the tinyest, but it'll mean the world to her.
shower her with random gifts.
don't hide her from the world.

no i didn't get all this from anywhere.
and this is just a bit of what i know and what i can say.
can't believe i took so long to type this.

to lovers out there, please make sure there is trust before anything starts.
even in a friendship, there must be trust, lest the friendship is FAKE.
same goes for a relationship.
most important thing, build the trust.
don't try hiding anything, cos' in the end the truth always comes out.
like it or not, it's called karma.