attitude reconstruction surgery.

something is seriously wrong with me.
dammit why the hell such bloody angst.
syaz im sorry.
let's forget the whole thing ok?
and D's right, i give people false hopes.
sigh ):
i wish i could just turn lesbo now and go into hiding.
no, i'm not running away from my problems.
i'm just, putting everything on hold.
again,
syaz sweetie, im sorry.

& sibel, thankyou for yesterday.
xoxo's