mom: you really give me a surprise all the time.
me: you dont have to be so sarcastic ):
mom: no, i mean it. you always tell me you study hard. you and i know that's a damn lie. results come back, you make me very disappointed. everytime the same thing. never fail. i always put my high hopes on you, but you always bring them down. do you know how i feel as a mother? dont compare with your sister, she's different.

yes mother, she'll always be different.

when i'm sad i eat.
THIS IS WHY I GO MEGA BOOMSZXS
FORK ):
losing 20 kg is gonna be a killer.
sigh.
this sucks, i suck