with Bitha now.

i've missed her very very much ):

now i need to pee.

baibai

i wish i knew someone from RP more than a friend.
i just don't like the idea of Friends anymore.
i mean true they're there for you.
but sometimes i need a little love.
right?
this school is full of couples
why am i still dwelling on this whole couples issue?
fuck get over it la dharshy.
someone just slap me.
it sucks to be alone after school.
sitting in one corner thinking.
sucks to be sitting beside someone you think you like,
while he/she likes some other chic and sees you just as a fucking F R I E N D.
fuck the world.
fuck my pessimistic attitude.
i hate being alone.
think about it.
after school, you get to meet that special him/her
and you both just cuddle in one corner.
and rant and bitch, but at the same time hug and love.
and stay at that spot for hours, just enjoying each other's presence.
no, not mutual love, but more than that.
it beats sitting here right now, staring out watching happy couples.
i can't embrace solitude as much as i thought i could.
yes i'm weak
i'm a fucking weakling.
Can i help it?
no, i can't.
i hate, being alone.

my blog is never happy.
haha, who gives a fuck

you make me sad, can we not know each other five years ago?

maths is driving me fucking crazy
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www.formspring.me/dharshushu

i feel alone being dateless :/
my real date don't take me seriously.
sigh.
hello world :)

grandmother's in the hospital ):
sigh.

i think i need someone to hang out wiv everyday after school, asap.

anyone in RP up for it? :/

for the next three years. think carefully ok (:

i'm afraid of falling for that dude.
wtf?

gig next sunday.
im nervous shit. haven't even memorized the lyrics D:

sudden craving for smoking.

mmmm

{RESTART ACOUSTIC}

DO COME DOWN TO SUPPORT:D

ATSs FIRST GIG

090510; SUNDAY

1500-2000

CHAPTER 6

5$/6$

*have to sell the tickets by this saturday ):

well this blog has been dead for the longest time.
A* is gone.
and i think i'm losing L*
well she don't seem like the type interested in starting a relationship wimme.
right? :/

school has been, different.
in a good way.
the people are awfully nice :3
and the breaks seem longer than the class itself.
and everyday's a different module
i think the easiest was when stanley stayed in ubin
HAHAHA.

S has been like a best friend to me here.
it's nice hanging out with him.
i still remembered how he used to bully me so badly, i felt like breaking down to cry.
HAHA, so much for being a happy boyszxszxszxSzxZ.

A is damn nice la i swear.
hahaha, why no malay boys D: