i wish i knew someone from RP more than a friend.
i just don't like the idea of Friends anymore.
i mean true they're there for you.
but sometimes i need a little love.
right?
this school is full of couples
why am i still dwelling on this whole couples issue?
fuck get over it la dharshy.
someone just slap me.
it sucks to be alone after school.
sitting in one corner thinking.
sucks to be sitting beside someone you think you like,
while he/she likes some other chic and sees you just as a fucking F R I E N D.
fuck the world.
fuck my pessimistic attitude.
i hate being alone.
think about it.
after school, you get to meet that special him/her
and you both just cuddle in one corner.
and rant and bitch, but at the same time hug and love.
and stay at that spot for hours, just enjoying each other's presence.
no, not mutual love, but more than that.
it beats sitting here right now, staring out watching happy couples.
i can't embrace solitude as much as i thought i could.
yes i'm weak
i'm a fucking weakling.
Can i help it?
no, i can't.
i hate, being alone.