seriously some people are just so full of themselves. one minute they're so fucking free and they bring your hopes up so high. they make you get hooked onto talking to them and they somehow tell you things that you get so sucked into and you actually believe them. the next minute they just ditch you, they don't text, and you hear nothing, from them. as though they suddenly disappeared. and think nothing is wrong. and just say one word, 'sorry'. fuck that word doesn't mean anything anymore. you plan everything in detail. you were happy the whole four days. on the fifth day, you doll up and feel pretty head to toe. but he never shows up. that overwhealming feeling of being a pathetic shit just overcomes you. "wow, i just got ditched." people who read this might feel that, it's nothing wrong. it's cause you're the person getting ditchd. you're not the person whose hopes got thrown on the floor. you're just the person reading. seriously fuck you. fuck all of those mother fuckers who do this. who makes people feel this way.