HI STALKER, TAKES ONE PATHETIC LOSER TO KNOW ANOTHER _|_

to my dear ex best friend, W. i know you still read my blog. coz i saw that questionaire you answered that i did. the one thing that gave it away was the last question. you had the word "Dreaming-" probably because you forgot to read and i know that was in mine. i admit, i do miss you. i miss all the shit we did together, i always repeat so i won't do it again now. i still wanna be friends. just not best friends. i don't wanna go throu the same shit i did last year during my O levels period. i'm happy that you're happy with yat and yes i DO view your tumblr (: i still remember all those criticisms you aimed at me in your previous blog and from time to time i do read it. because i wanna know what really happened to us. truth is, we were both selfish in one way or another. i like it when i first got to know you. you were everything i wanted in a best friend. some of your qualities, i still want in a best friend. but the easiest thing for us is to be just friends. i tried forgetting about you after we met at bugis for the last time but somehow i can't. amongst all my best friends, you were and the best. i miss you, i really do. i try think pessimistically(if there even is such a word) but i cant. i miss you W.


what's up with the Chinese and Malays fighting? first of all, never EVER criticize someone by insulting their race, bad fucking move. if someone insulted my friend's race, i will never forgive them. especially if i know those people are the good ones of their race(some class mates should know) you dont apologize yet you trying to start a conversation. who the fuck are you trying to kid?! no seriously dude. you can open your mouth and insult others but somehow you cant even say the word "Sorry"?! what the f.u.c.k