i really abhor going out w both of you.

not because i hate both of you.

im alw the 3rd wheel.

yeh paul might feel the same way.

idk.

well rmbr when i was w raman?

you felt really left out soo badly?

so bad you wanted to distant yourself away?

rmbr tht times ?

raman even complained i wasnt spending enough time w him.

i know tht was hard for you.

but have you ever spared a thought for me ?

you both acting soo mushy in my fucking face.

& all i can do is act like a dont care.

prob once in a long time you'd ask me

"you ok? you ok not ?"

i'd just smile & smile more & said i was okeh.

who in the right mind who say they aren't?

well im not as straightforward as you think i am.

i love beating ard the bushes.

well now im screaming out my feelings.

just now i left aft you & khai settled everything cus

i was sick of all tht.

if you didn't turn back i bet you'd hv just walked off.

i was trying to hold my tears back in the friggin train.

i felt really pissed.

i AM feeling very pissed.

my dear, i dont hate any of you.

i miss the old times where just both of us wld go to cityhall

walking ard like friggin zomb-doids w glaring eyes casting over us.

i miss those times where we both just laugh & crap ard.

just 2 of us.

now it's the 3 of us.

i dont wna be in tht 3.

if i cant hv the 2.

im nt staying anymore.

if you get my drift.

yeh im stubborn.

im crying now.

coincidentally, secondhand serenade's song's playing on my wmp.

sigh, i miss you lah bestie.

i miss you sooooo much.

dont ever give me the shiat of best friends over boyfriends.

cus i know tht will nvr happen again.

OKEH!
back to today.

effin boring.

im not gonna go into detail.

cus i kinda hate today.

LOL:D

&& GIG!

im selling tix maaaansxz.

you better go!

okeh the gig poster is on top.

i alw forget to upload the piccassxz before typing.

ROAR.

whateverr.

anw, DETAILS:D

gig:Revolutionary Soundwaves Vol2.

venue:music garage; bugis village.

date:14 june; saturday.

time:5-11pm.

price:7bucks/ticket.

right now, i can help you book tickets ONLY.

cus it's hard for me to meet up.

so it'll be a lil' mafan . i'll give you the gig organizer's no.

so you can meet him before 14 june.

okeh best ?

best:D

PLS SUPPORT THIS GIG!

xoxos.