suddenly, im missing prisusu.

LOL.

see this my dear, IMY!

im missing many ppl too.

i miss cassie twinny.

i miss fannie dearest.

i havent seen any of them for a very very long time.

well maybe i hv, but i hvnt gone out with them in a long time.

if any of you see this, pls text meeeee!

i misses euu badly nehhx.

ppl i miss talking to over the phone.

aris.

sharul.

adie.

david.

stanley.

dec.

pls call mee.i miss euu too narhsx.

im feeling so hopeless right now.

idk why.

i miss allll my darlings!
i miss gg to cityhall with ya'll.

i miss the continuous question that flies ard.

"so, where we going?"

im listening to Sum41, fat lip.

i miss sum41 tooooo.

theyre so good.

have i changed?

am i acting like a friggin' poseur now?

i used to look like a terrible fugly boy last time in pri sch.

i thank God i realised how horrendous i was last time.

but now, i seem to change, alot.

lost alot of friends, gain alot of new ones too.

but i hate loosing old darlas.

i want my now besties&bestoes to stay & not go.

i <3>

during my india's trip.

i wore my skinnies, deafcon tee & my belt dangling behind.

teacher said i alw dressed as a tomboy.

like wth?

im FAR from tht.

i didnt knw what to where then.

now i seem so moodless.

idk why.

no wait, im sad.

am i?

am i supposedly waiting for a call?

haha.[:

Sunday seems sooo long.

sunday, pls come, fast.

i wna try out my new clamps![:

weixiong sonny, cheer up!

she's not worth it. really.

now im at cousin's hs stoning.

it's boring.

im not even welcomed here.

i just wanna go out now.

i just want to breathe.

i wanna go to cityhall w fannie bestest bestie.

just both of us, alone.

at cityhall, walking ard like goondus.

&i still have your bangle:D

i wanna go for the shoe spree with prisusu now.

i need shoes badly.

esp. cheap ones!

&&i still have your bangle:D

i wanna go ard singapore w cassie twinny NOW.

thats why i kept calling you dearie.

i want a big big hug!

&&&i still have your bangle:D

you 3 are like my ultimate darlings.

prisusu,though i dont talk to you much, imy.

cassie,i only been out w u like once?

or twice.

still,i wna go out more!
fannie,you seem to be in your own fairytale world now.

i feel so so extra.

i just wanna distant myself from you.

though it's only been 2 dates.

like just let you be happy with your prince charming, khai.

but its so hard.

cus ily!

this post is so emotionless.

no wait,it's so emotional.

and and, im crying now(again)

p.s/ all the love & misses are all in a non-lesbian way.

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im a freaking sore loser.

i cant stand it anymore.

it hurts.

the pain stings so badly.

im not trying anymore.

im giving up.

im giving up aft 14june.

i swear i am.

no matter what i do, no one appreciates.

it's too ugly to be accepted anw.

im a horrible person.