i miss you grandma.

why must you go at this time.

you left me a few mins ago.

i didnt even get to say goodbye.

you left me a few mins ago.

i didnt even get to hug you goodbye.

you left me a few mins ago.

you caused our whole world to tremble in agony.

you left me a few mins ago.

you didnt even give me enough time to prepare.

you left me a few mins ago.

in case ya'll still dont understand,

my grandmother just passed away a few minutes ago.

idk why i am even ON the computer.

well i can't go & bade my goodbyes to her either.

she was in the hospital for quite a while.

going in & out.

yst i saw my aunty cry, means smthg was wrong.

i didn't bother asking, cus she was too sad.

a few mins ago, SGH called.

asking me to bring down everyone, the whole family.

i called my mom, dad, aunty.

they called the rest.

than my mom told me NOT to go.

i argued w her.

& in the end she said yes.

but in a hasty angry tone.

i decided not to.

dad would flare up anws.

im being such a bitch blogging abt this.

im alw blogging abt everything.

as if i want everyone to know.

but whatever, this post is abt my grandma.

now saro aunty is crying.

she just makes me wanna cry more.

fuck it, im being such an unfilial grandaughter to be on

the computer blogging abt this, & actually hving the mood to do this shit.

im sorry grandma.