2.9.08

i feel naked.

i feel naked w/o my piercings.
gah.
i have terribly low self-esteem.
im praying daddy hears my prayers every night.
im praying for a miracle.


well the day has been blend.
stayed at home.
with the whole family.
sister is out now.
& im listening to flyleaf-sorrow.
LOL!
i need a phone!
im dying of boredom!
i miss soo many people.
esp twinneh!
gah.
i wna meet up w ya'll soon!
exams are such scumbags.
GAH!
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hmm, i still cant get over piercings!
*SCREAMS!
idk why.
i feel so wrong now.
w/o piercings, i feel so empty.
should i go repierce?
no, i spent too much on em!
SHHHEEEEEETTTTTo.
i dont have that tongue stud to play with anymore.
i dont have those septum & snakebites to express ME!
(wtf am i saying)
im such a drama mama!
i feel a lost of indentity.
people reading my blog probably think im retarded for being so dramatic over piercings.
GAH!
my naval, NO MORE!
whhyyeeeee meeeeeee.
GAH.
i need councelling.
*bangs head on the wall.
should i continue piercing for people ?
should i continue getting pierced & hiding from mom ?
lawl.
i feel so fake.
im so self-concious(however you spell that).
i should walk ard town dressed in pyjamas with bad messy hair.
w/o shoes.
& funky wierd non contrasting finger nails.
& big BLING BLINGS.
& dragging tony around.
AHAH:D
that would be like soo nice [;
if only..

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