im hating everything because:

1.i missed the best gig of the year.

2.im having problems with my parents.

3.those problems are fucking big.

4.i hate those problems.

5.it's september & ive been screaming myself to loose weight since beginning last year.

6.number 5 really pisses me off big time.

7.if i lost weight, number 5 & 6 wouldn't be there. & my life would have been much easier.

8.i would finally have the courage if number 7 was fulfilled.

9.I DONT HAVE A FREAKING HANDPHONE!

10.I TOOK OUT ALL MY PIERCINGS.

11.when i did number ten, i was crying (again).

12.i dont have any freedom.

13.i have un-understanding parents.

14.number thirteen is the main reason why my life is always so DEPRESSING all the time & depressing enough for people to call me EMO.

15.i still haven't started on any homework.

16.im depriving myself off food till i go down to my wanted weight.

17.im still dying for piercings.

18.im forced to hate piercings.

19.so ninteen is seventeen & eighteen added up together.

20.the holiday break is only ONE WEEK.

21.right after the hols, i have class test & fye. *yay me.

22.i bought stuff online but idk how to pay them now.

23.i shall continue this list next time cus i forget everything. ):

24.continuing..I DONT HAVE FREEDOM!

25.everyone is out enjoying their holidays, while im stuck at home, being oh so grounded.

26.loosing friends.

27.terrible craving for food.

28.missing my grandma D:

29.i regret taking out my septum.

30.i cant study, idk how to.

31.im everything i DONT want to be.

32.life is just fucked.