11.7.09


went out to burger king, to study.
with wenting and wawa.
tyvm wawa syg for coming (:
we're all big, but we still love gagaing at guys.
betul tak;D

what i must acomplish by 11.11
-loose weight.
-loose mfing weight so much so that i look different.

what im gonna do after 11.11
-go out.
-have soandso dharshy days.
-its not too early to pick dates with me bby (:
-yes i do love booking people 4 months in advance, no i dont think it's too early.
-well hopefully by then i spent my money/freedom wisely.
-i probably wont be that obsessed on finding a boyf by then (:
-even if i do, he can never flirt, and not have a lot of ex girlfriends.
-weeee;D



few minutes later...
ballad for layla's gonna split.
wtf?!
guitarist dude of BFL, i dont know you AT ALL,
but from what i heard, youre an asshole.
sigh, whatever.

i'm still awaiting my shirt,
and diamond necklace.
bestiee&yat, save your money.
dont spent.
just do what i said.
trust me, it'll work.
don't be stubborn anymore.
if you don't wanna go to court,
you'll clear your shitty debt nowwww.

i wanna move to switzerland,
go through a whole makeover, physically.
and change my name.
and i'll be a totally different person.
so people will stop discriminating me.
i hate being discriminated.
i know i'm fat.
i don't need you telling me
"you should exercise"
"oh you should go on a diet!"
"you should seriously eat lesser"
"eat like one meal a day!"
eh, do i look like some idiot to you??
don't you think i know that, i'd have tried that?
i tried being anoerexic, bullimic,
and i sure as hell dont need shit from you.
call it advice, or whatever, you ain't the first dude.

everyone's out, nobody's fckg replying.
yay me.
this is why i'm so moody all the time.
ya' dig?

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