i think i wanna go MIA and detach myself from cyber world. ok i shall try, everytime i look at FB. i get jealous. WTF. sigh.
BAI

3 hours, wow.

thanks, i get it.

to girls out there on a date.
signs to know if they guy wants OUT.
1. he's constantly looking at his phone, though his phone don't ring ( wtf)
2. before he meets you, he keeps asking what time you're going back. when you both meet, he says he needs to meet his friend at least an hour before the time you told him (dumb shit)
3. he doesn't look at you when he talks to you. (Whatever)
4. he talks about another girl the whole time. (wtf)
5. he gives you very short answers (get out of there love)
6. he shows little interest and keeps fidgiting feeling uncomfortable and shit(DUH)
7. he knows he's gonna ditch you and you're gonna be dead lonely for the next few hours yet he doesn't feel one pinch of guilt.

DITCH HIM BEFORE HE DITCHES YOU.

im still jobless after so long. i feel super crappy right now ):

FUCK JOBS.

everyone's getting jobs.
while im stuck fucking jobless, fuck.
on a ligher note,
im happy for you Enaa (:

and to pree, thank you for last night's short talk.
ily ♥

i know this is a very sad and pathetic post but is there anyone wanna come over to my place to celebrate new year's countdown?

*pouts*

break fucking neck break.

yesterday with the best (:
i love headbanging (:
the sores and cramps are totally worth it.
if only i had a boyfriend with dreadlocks, hahah, COOL SHIT (:
yesterday, i swore way to much.
zy knows why.

and what's with you guys?
acting like immature asses?
it's not cool to do whatever shit you're doing right now.
you wanna make this into a stare-what-stare-i'm-not-happy-with-you, go join some ah beng mat rep clan or something.
don't bring that attitude to the local music scene.
screw you and your immature acts.

nowadays im too darn lazy to take pictures and upload. idk why. i can't upload on facebook either.
met sharul and belle yst.
i pray i get the job ):
i dont wanna work at hush puppies like SERIOUSLY.
today the gang meeting again and i cant
fuck this shit.
well whatever, i'm still gonna see ya'll on saturday (:

yesterday, i saw this beauty. she reminded me of snow white.
her blood red lips with her pale pure skin. and that black gorgeous hair.
i swear i wanna be just like her.
fuck diet and exercise. sigh.
I DONT HAVE A CHOICE.

on my way back, i was thinking, a lot.
yes i hate thinking.
but whatever.

new year resolution

1. reach 50kg by april.

2. start reading books.

3. dont fall in love.

4. stop swearing lest necessary.

5. change my fucked up attitude.

now my dearests, prepare for some rummmmm cake :D

if you're going for x-massacre, do text me.

kthxbai.

fucking jobless

X-MASSACRE

venue: blackhole 212

date: 26th december; saturday

time: 4.30 onwards

tickets: $6/$10

Framework Tragedy

Analdicktion

Dante's Theory

Incoming

Lyssa's Requiem

This Sweet Insanity

Beyond Suicidal

Cranium Carnage

Nightmare Trilogy

im going for like three four bands so it's worth it since i paid 6 bucks just for LR once.

yes, me is undying fan.

anyone wanna go?

text meeeeeeeeee!

mother you're fucking unreasonable.
yes you helped me hide from dad.
but now you're turning your back on me.
WTF YOU WANT ME TO DO AT HOME??

mom: idk, do whatever you want. you can go hang yourself also can.

you want me to grow fucking huge(as if i ain't big enough)
you dont want me to stay home, you dont want me to go out.
wth.
i know you've a damn problem with me.
just tell me in my face!
i know you've a damn problem with my friends.
they're MY friends.
not yours.
so BACK OFF.

i dont care about your racist problem.
i dont hang out with fucking MAT REPS and MINAH REPS
i do not.
yes i used to be easily influenced last time.
but now. NO.
i had piercings last time.
and i still want them
but i know you sure as hell will say no.
so i dont get them.
you dont fucking understand or care.
and you dont TRY either
on my 21 birthday.
IM OUT OF THE HOUSE







yesterday was fun.
to FTW, im sorry i was in a terrible mood.
i'll bake ya'll more cupcakes soon.
let's go out on 26th, saturday.
and have dinner at my place after that.
yao bu yao? text me tyvm.

stop asking me when i'm getting my pay.

a lot of people are doing that.

just stop it.

yesterday was nice, made a new friend.

found out his age, yes pretty shocked.

he's SKINNY AND TALL
*shows little finger*

i dont like skinny ppl.

esp skinny girls who say they're FAT cos they have a tummy.

darling, BIG DEAL.

you don't have the rights to bitch about your little tummy as compared to girls like me.

and i'm thinking of having a second acoustic band.

though i already have ATS, i would like a second one.

so, any guitarist available?

and today, i watched new moon online at home, alone.

this movie is top on my charts of movies to watch.

see how far it has led me to doing this?

sigh.

I WISH I HAD NO SOCIAL FUCKING LIFE, PERIOD.

fucking guilt.

Sibel, i am so sorry. i know i let you down and i know it meant the world to you. i swear i've never felt so guilty before. you trusted me and i broke that trust. I know how it feels to give someone something, knowing you trust that so much, but in the end, they lose that very important object. in my case, the person didn't even bother apologising, but tried blaming it on someone else.

but right now right here, i'm apologising. i am very very sorry. i'll do everything i can, just to make it up to you.

im so sorry love ):

yesterday was fun (:

ty gang.

see ya'll next sat.

THIS IS SOME FUCKED UP SHIT __
all i want is just someone to talk to over the phone.
and i just cant find anyone.
WTF seriously, WHAT THE FCUK.

i got fired on the first day of my job.
met era and zyzy and intan and hyydyy.
i need to find a job.
i wanna go job hunting, but i'm too lazy.
sigh.
i need a boyfriend.