whats with maksalehs & their huge bloody ego ?

is it like too BIG for their body?

you bloody ego maniac bitches,

stop trying to act like you fucking care.

when you dont.

just go fuck a wall.

my mood is a total goner right now.

im thinking about what happened in the morning.

mom, youre not even trying to understand me.

i really want you to.

&whats the reason for living if you cant even enjoy your life ?

why bother trying & trying & trying but still, you dont achieve it.

right now i just feel like dying.

& no, im not like those faggots who say "i wanna die right now" just to gain pity & attention.

i really do feel like jumping down.

the door is right infornt of me.

i try so hard to follow Gods words.

but its so hard.

im done trying.

my family dont understand what im going through.

no one does.

no matter how hard i try to explain.

no one BOTHERS listening or trying to understand.

i cant even have a real friend.

how pathetic of me.

gah..

i really feel like dying right now!!!

someone please end my misery.

im having depression.

probably a mild one.

but idc.

im gonna run into that huge mirror of mine,

&crack my skull open.

&&bleed to death.

i dont care where i end up.

i really dont.

i just wanna die right now.