it's freeee;D
this sunday at 5.30pm
s.a.m.
*incase you cant see cus' i sure can't.
1. Heartfelt Signature.
2.Blindfold Heros.
3.Roulette.
4.Homicidal Rage.
5.Iridium Like A Band.
6.False Pause.
7.Thy Fallen Kingdom.
8.Rubberband.
9.Knightsfall.


For a bigger picture of the poster,
http://www.playstoprewind.com/next_generation2.jpg

today, school's boring(as usual, du-h)
i seriously dunno what to do for art.
i cant stop thinking about mrf.
idk how my theme, glass container, is gonna progress.
i've just got my schedule for remedial starting from next week.
doing piercings this monday.
having tuition tomo. (oh how dreadful)
having dinner with dad's side tomo night.
having lunch with uncle bernard and family on sun.
having rock kidz on sunday morning.

i wanna start out solo.
and im doing it tonight.
anybody willing to help me?
i really am dead serious on doing this.

CNY PICTURES AND RANDOM STUFF.
i miss you carebear D:
i can't wait anymore.
i really hate it D:
hearing your voice makes me cry even more ]':
i really hate this so so much.
i dont wanna cry over you every single min im thinking of you.
your parents alr hate me so much D;
i dont wish to meet you for a while,
cus that'll make me miss you even much much more!
i do not wish to hear your voice, cus' i cant stop crying.
i swear.
]':
i love you so so much sayang.
but do you still love me the same?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZADIzNFdreU
to darling dee,
please go see this video.

i hate friday nights,
though the saying goes, TGIF!
hahah.
last night was one of those horrors(thus the post)
i was super cranky.
i shall not always talk about my pathetic shitty needs.
but shall, about good happy stuff:D
hahahahah.
even w/o freedom, much love, a friend who cares, i still can survive.
right FRIENDS.
whatev.

have been baking the whole day.
the same cookies/cake for like over a decade.
anyone wanna try:D

i want a dslr D:
i think i want photography or clay as my medium.
sadly, i have noo idea what i should do for arts.
and i have tons of homework.
booo.
i cant wait till after o's.
talk about actual freedom.
anyone who's bored, please text me;D

YEAR OF THE COW! MOOOOOOOO. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!:D

i miss you like crazy!
two weeks?
more like 2 years.
sigh.
i feel distant from you.
i wanna hear you say "i love you" again.
i wanna hear you tell me how much you love me,
how much i actually mean to you.
i really can't take two weeks.
i was crying so badly when i heard your voice last night.
i cry everytime i see eeyore.
yes i know im very emotional.
but that also shows how much i love you.
i dont wanna distant myself from you.
the feeling really just sucks.
what if your dad don't let loose a lil'?
what then?
sigh.
if it's a month, i swear i can't take it.
i read your mails.
you dont even send any to me D:
when will it be an emergency, then can i only text remy's phone ?


i'm sick of all the medication i'm taking.
why th hell can't i be born at least pretty.
ffs, God just shoot me down.
i'd kill to look pretty.
just name your price.

i feel like changing my blog skin.
im so slow in everything.
yester news is my probably my for me to discover in the future.
im listening to SAVIOUR KING by HILLSONG.
oh my gosh is soo goood.
i miss mrf so badly.
i have no way of contacting you.]':
im sorry.
i miss you terribly.
i have never missed anyone so badly before.
everyone's telling me, to concentrate on studies,
and put this incident, aside.
it's so fucking hard.
best friend, i know it's not real love, it's puppy love, like you always say.
but all i know is i love him.
i miss your hands honey.
i miss holding it.
i miss your long fingers.
your adorable-ness with your glasses.
please call me, i just miss you so so terribly]':
the only way i can remember you, is eeyore.

today, school was, boring as usual.
i need a new laptop i swear.
this friday i have an appt, sigh.
who would be ever so sweet to accompany me.
meeting gabbie gore tomo.
i miss you like fuck bitch!
we're gg shopping for your present tomo.
sofia is (happily) attached to Yus.

i feel so distant from you my God.
i lie worst than i lied last time.
most people wouldn't really know what i'm talking about.
i haven't received the word since, half a year ago.
i haven't felt your presence since, forever.
have i shamed you deeply.
i probably have sinned more than a normal person would.

i'm on hiatus.
im not going to text much.
i'll prob just text the ppl close.
hopefully, i can meet up with some of ya'll soon.
i seriously can't wait till after o's.
after i've finally completed my grade 8, practical.
if i work hard enough, my grade 5 theory.
i wanna jump straight to grade 8.
i dont' wanna wait.
i've wasted 2 years for practical and 5 years or so for theory.
screw wasting time.
i need a study buddy.
and still, a texting buddy.
anyone?
):

BAABAABLACKSHEEP.
my days have been numbered.
hahahahah.
it's the same usual boring-ness.
mon, thurs, fri, sat= tuition.
tue & thurs= cca.
sun= family day.
wednesday= homework day.
fyi, i haven't stepped into cityhall since the start of the year
(apart from rock kidz)
i'm not meeting Kiddi till after o's.
i SOOOO wanna meet julie cus' we had fun the other time.
i need a study buddy who'll actually study with me.
i need NEED to score well for my o's or else i'm doing my studies overseas.
i can't imagine four years later i won't get to see my boyf much.
i need a social life, apart from school.
i need to loose weight or i swear i'll take a butter knife and cut out all the fats
like what a famous artist did to his ear.
i already miss mrf ):
i miss kiddi even more.
im still doing piercings, so whoever needs to pierce lips or tongue, text meee[:

TODAY;
went to nafa.
had the hardest time finding the place.
cus' i took 851 and dropped infront of tekka mall.
all i could see was la selle.
mrf got kinda pissed cus' i was lost and walking up and down like some goon.
he alw said i nvr get lost when i'm with him.
ALAS, now i have.
so we had the hardest time finding nafa.
when we got there, we were like totally, d-uh.
cus' everyone we saw were in big groups w/ their school.
while we both were the only two w/o a school.
so we registered, and got our goodie bag:D
we went in to one gallery.
and i really think some artworks were gor-geous.
i dont mind spending my thousands on em'.
so yeh, after that we just left.
walked ard again, finding our way to bugis station.
sat at sim lim food court.
he was tired & hungry but he didn't wanna eat.
so i bought peach tea(gah)
and we left for our search of BUGIS STATION.
i was supposed to pierce for weixiong but he last min
cancelled on me.
i swear i was gonna scream.
so we came back.
he walked me home to khatib:D
and we ate uh, some cookies than i forgot.
and i just remembered my stupid diet.
and i stopped eating.
while forcing him to eat his final 2 cookies.
hahahah.
in the end, i saw sandra & fitri and gave em the 2 cookies.
he brought home the other YUMMY CHEESE bear cookies:D
i love my boyfriend so so much.
i swear idk what i'd do w/o him.
i'll smoke my ass off day and night.
gah.
I LOVE YOU MRF:D

PARKWAY DRIVE!

HORIZONS SEA TOUR.
PARKWAYDRIVE.
7th feb 09
singapore art museum; auditorium
5 pm onwards.
early birds:S$25
at the door:S$35

happy being her dog darl.
i have no idea why you wanna do it.
just to impress her?
you ain't living just to see her happy.
i dont give a second hoot even if she just drop dead in my face.
you yourself told me she ain't your best friend.
you only have one best friend.
who's not here.
you tell me you'll loose respect and 2 precious ppl?
you know what, i dont care anymore.
why should i.
i'm not living to impress people.

school has been crap.
first week and i hate it to the core.
like GAWD.
gah.
homework homework homework.
who wanna go for poly open house this fri&sat??
:D
and bestiee, you better not go committing suicide.
i seriously dunno how in the world you think yesterday was a joke.
i swear i almost cried.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURWANA!!!!!!!

im researching on Ken Hornbrook.
he has awesome skills.
okeh, first day of school.
so boring.
what medium should i choose for art o's?
PHOTOGRAPHY?
CERAMIC?
well only this 2 i love:D
hahahah.
and, right after o levels.
im gonna go out, and do shopping.
and go for GIGS nd GIGS nd GIGS!
i wanna form a girl band:D
anyone interested?
more of indie.
and i need study buddies!
this update is cus lina chan chan say i never update.
hahahah.
I MISS YOU GOSSIP BUDDYYY!